the Clomid Challenge

I went to the doctor's yesterday to talk to her about why it's taking so long for us to get pregnant. After talking she decided she'd have us to a fertility work up and called it the clomid challenge. I think this is a silly name.. A challenge.. to take meds that make you crazy. hahaha. oh well. I'll do it. So J has to get an S.A. done and I start on my barrage of tests next cycle. All the blood work, and HSG 100mg of clomid for like 3 days or something and then we see what happens. Not to mention the insane sex schedule she has us on. I mean I'm down to do it obviously but that's a lot of humping. oh well, it needs to get done if we want a baby right. She also seemed to be very clear on the fact that clomid can increase our chances of twins. Especially for me. I meet most of the factors normally for having twins and then we through the clomid on top of it. It'll be interesting to see what happens. I assured here were are prepared for that and have already spoken about it many times.

We'll see how everything goes. I'm sure as was she that nothing is wrong and we just have to keep trying. We know things will happen when they are supposed to happen, so we are being patient. But it doesn't hurt to make sure there's nothing wrong in the mean time.

work sucks

I hate it here at work. I'm so done, it's ridiculous. I am bored all the time because I don't have enough work and when I get work I finish it too fast. I pimp myself outs to other departments but even that is drying up. And the worst part is my co worker. I hate her with a passion. I pray everyday for patience and guidance on how to deal with her. This is the lady that called me on a Friday night at 10:30pm drunk out of her mind to tell me how much I suck and that no one likes me. Which is complete B.S. no one likes her. She said I'm so mean to her, never help, and make her cry everyday. Really?? I'm so not mean and I ask her if she needs help everyday. She has issues with passing work off. So, I don't want to hear it. She told me the other day that I had to go to Home Depot for her.. UM, no I don't and I'm not. So, we got into it and she said I was being a bitch.. It's really hard for me to not wish horrible things on her.. I can't stand her and I need to find a new job. So, that's what I'm working on for now. I can't stand the stress here anymore..